Yep, that's right.
Sing, it girls, because. . . I Gotta New Attitude!
This won't last long, I am sure, but I am determined to make it last until my ultrasound on Tuesday, January 8. Here's the deal: pregnancy is a miracle. It is something that many people take for granted, but all of us that have dealt with infertility and/or pregnancy loss never will. I have worked hard and gone through a lot to be here. At times, I have sacrificed my health, my time, my comfort, my sanity, my marriage, my friendships, and pretty much my entire existence to make this happen.
And I am not enjoying it. Well, I wasn't, anyway. I kept glooming and dooming and googling my way through it.
But no more. I cannot change what will happen. God has already determined the fate of this pregnancy. I hope that this time is the miracle that we have been praying for, but if it's not, then I want to - scratch that - I DESERVE TO enjoy every single minute of it. I don't want regrets.
I am sure that I will falter in this new attitude, but I am going to give it my best try. I know I can count on you to help me!