And no, it's not Will.
In fact, Little Man has become quite the sleeper. We had a full 7 - 7 night on Sunday and 8 - 7 last night. Before that, it had consistently been 9 - 7 for over two weeks.
So, why am I not sleeping now that Will is?
You see, M and I are in the middle of trying to make a life-altering decision. I am staring at a fork in the road and I am not sure which path to take. Each path has its ups and downs, its twists and turns. I know that no matter which way I choose to go, I will look back with a serious case of "what ifs."
We've listed the pros and cons. We've discussed fully the merits of each.
And we've made a decision. Kind of, anyway. It's not final yet and won't be for a couple of months more. Which means that I have plenty of time to second-guess what we've decided and wrestle with the consequences in the dark.
I wish I could say more, but this is a public forum and I can't just yet. Which probably means that it's not fair to blog about it here.
But I've always turned to my blog in times of turmoil. So, here I am.