I just got nervous about fifteen minutes ago. I have been so distracted with feeling sick and taking care of Will that I just haven't really had the time to be nervous.
But the time is upon us. We are leaving in about a half hour for the ultrasound.
So many thoughts are crowding into my head and my heart. I alternate visions of an empty uterus of death with visions of a little blob with a flash in the middle. I can't seem to settle on either for more than a few seconds. I find myself hugging Will a bit tighter these days, simply because he is so cute, and also because these early days are reminding me again of what a true miracle he is.
Of course, I will post an update as soon as I can. Thank you for your thoughts.
Please don't forget to check out the cross-pollination post below.