Wednesday, December 9, 2009

The Defining Moment

I just got nervous about fifteen minutes ago. I have been so distracted with feeling sick and taking care of Will that I just haven't really had the time to be nervous.

But the time is upon us. We are leaving in about a half hour for the ultrasound.

So many thoughts are crowding into my head and my heart. I alternate visions of an empty uterus of death with visions of a little blob with a flash in the middle. I can't seem to settle on either for more than a few seconds. I find myself hugging Will a bit tighter these days, simply because he is so cute, and also because these early days are reminding me again of what a true miracle he is.

Of course, I will post an update as soon as I can. Thank you for your thoughts.

Please don't forget to check out the cross-pollination post below.


Polka Dot said...

Just wanted you to know I'm thinking of you!!

christy said...

good luck

Amy said...

you best be texting me as soon as you get word! Prayers!

K @ ourboxofrain said...

Fingers crossed for a flashing blob. Thinking of you!!

Ms. J said...

I know that there are no true words of comfort . . . So I will just send prayers for strength & courage across the miles.

Stalking you like mad until we get your update ;o)

Anonymous said...

Thinking of you and praying for the best!

J said...

I am going to pee in my pants with anticipation!
I need to get you on facebook or something! lol

Hope all went well!