Wednesday, December 9, 2009

The Defining Moment

I just got nervous about fifteen minutes ago. I have been so distracted with feeling sick and taking care of Will that I just haven't really had the time to be nervous.

But the time is upon us. We are leaving in about a half hour for the ultrasound.

So many thoughts are crowding into my head and my heart. I alternate visions of an empty uterus of death with visions of a little blob with a flash in the middle. I can't seem to settle on either for more than a few seconds. I find myself hugging Will a bit tighter these days, simply because he is so cute, and also because these early days are reminding me again of what a true miracle he is.

Of course, I will post an update as soon as I can. Thank you for your thoughts.

Please don't forget to check out the cross-pollination post below.

7 comments:

Polka Dot said...

Just wanted you to know I'm thinking of you!!

christy said...

good luck

Amy said...

you best be texting me as soon as you get word! Prayers!

K @ ourboxofrain said...

Fingers crossed for a flashing blob. Thinking of you!!

Ms. J said...

I know that there are no true words of comfort . . . So I will just send prayers for strength & courage across the miles.

Stalking you like mad until we get your update ;o)

Roadblocks and Roller Coasters said...

Thinking of you and praying for the best!

J said...

I am going to pee in my pants with anticipation!
I need to get you on facebook or something! lol

Hope all went well!

Jackie