I have never had a blog before, but I have sure read a lot of them. In the past 1 year and 8 months that my husband and I have been trying to have a baby, I have done a lot of google searches. Usually, my searches go something like this:
chances of successful pregnancy after five consecutive miscarriages
Then, I get a whole array of links. Some of them have taken me to wonderful sites where I can watch fellow bloggers go from the dismal world of infertility to bringing baby home. I will spend hours at the computer, looking for these happy endings, crying and laughing with the ups and downs of each pregnancy or adoption.
See, I don't have my happy ending yet. So I keep looking for it online. Meanwhile, I go through good days and bad, usually tied to what time of my cycle it is and what medications I am taking that day. The worse the day, the more you will find me, huddled in front of my computer, typing in searchings, reading about strangers lives, and jabbing endlessly at the keys until I can create a happy ending. At least in cyberspace, I have some control.
So, I decided to start my own blog. If you are reading this and feel like throwing out a welcome comment, I would love to hear from you.